I miss you ):
Sunday, May 16, 2010 // 11:39 PM
Hi to myself. Doubt anybody's reading this space except me. ;)
It's a Saturday night & I'm at home. It's only been 8 days since boyf left for Taiwan and I'm rotting during the weekends. I was so afraid of getting home early last night(cause I'll keep thinking of him), so Uncle Mel brought me along to his appointment with 1 of his friend/vendor? Other colleagues joined as well and we had dinner tgth followed by a drink at The Central. :)
I'm so uncertain of the life in front of me now. Since last time, I've always felt that I'm a fast learner in my job and I adapt to changes very fast, but I'm not sure about now. :( I keep pushing myself to learn everything and that I cannot fail but... ? For the whole of this week, I haven't been sleeping well and eating well. :( I really don't wanna fail and fall and smash my head so hard on the ground.
It's been an eventful week after boyf's departure for Taiwan. Never had I felt that I got so much to tell him. But I guess when he's back, everything's gonna be fine again. & for those small lil things that I wanna tell him, I probably forgot all about it. He's been calling me regularly too. :) Called me on Tuesday and then said the next call I receive from him will probably be 2 weeks later, after he's done with his outfield BUT he called me again yesterday!
Ok, I'm gonna stop ranting about my boyf.
On this day, a few months before I turn 20, it's gonna be the toughest day for me. I'm experiencing tremendous pressure of work, growing up and reality. Help. :(
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I miss you ):
Sunday, May 16, 2010 // 11:39 PM
Hi to myself. Doubt anybody's reading this space except me. ;)
It's a Saturday night & I'm at home. It's only been 8 days since boyf left for Taiwan and I'm rotting during the weekends. I was so afraid of getting home early last night(cause I'll keep thinking of him), so Uncle Mel brought me along to his appointment with 1 of his friend/vendor? Other colleagues joined as well and we had dinner tgth followed by a drink at The Central. :)
I'm so uncertain of the life in front of me now. Since last time, I've always felt that I'm a fast learner in my job and I adapt to changes very fast, but I'm not sure about now. :( I keep pushing myself to learn everything and that I cannot fail but... ? For the whole of this week, I haven't been sleeping well and eating well. :( I really don't wanna fail and fall and smash my head so hard on the ground.
It's been an eventful week after boyf's departure for Taiwan. Never had I felt that I got so much to tell him. But I guess when he's back, everything's gonna be fine again. & for those small lil things that I wanna tell him, I probably forgot all about it. He's been calling me regularly too. :) Called me on Tuesday and then said the next call I receive from him will probably be 2 weeks later, after he's done with his outfield BUT he called me again yesterday!
Ok, I'm gonna stop ranting about my boyf.
On this day, a few months before I turn 20, it's gonna be the toughest day for me. I'm experiencing tremendous pressure of work, growing up and reality. Help. :(
strangers think I'm quiet,
best friends know I'm insane. ;)
Hello there! I'm Felicia and I'm living in sunny Singapore!
Coffee-addict, mega sweet tooth and I love to travel
(who doesn't??)!
