i cherish all of you..
Sunday, November 16, 2008 // 9:33 PM
nostalgia.
images of the past,
they seemed to be haunting me every now & then.
was those just a bad dream?
happiness came & left easily.
fell into a bottomless pit & tried so hard to get out.
am i giving myself another chance to fall into it again?
i don't want to wake up from the same nightmare every night.
looking back, i lost count of the number of people i've neglected.
those who are really concerned for me.
in the past, i tend to do & handle things my own way.
to escape everything by avoiding.
i miss bi.
remembered the sms you sent me when i fell sick.
you felt you had some responsibility for the state i'm in.
now, i don't have the same excuse to pull you out.
i really did listen to you all when you girls advised me on certain things.
& i know some things, it's hard to control.
at times, i'm just worried for your health.
will you see this? i don't know either.
i just want the these people around me to be happy.
they're the only ones who'll be there,
no matter what happens.
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