Tuesday, September 23, 2008 // 10:48 PM
those words felt like a slap.
no, worse than that.
i'm feeling so sick now.
i think my time is up soon.
just now went to the doctor.
i haven't seen a doctor for don't know how many donkey years.
so funny.
everytime i'm outside, waiting to be called,
i would feel nervous & go through in my mind repeatedly what to tell the doctor.
something like revising a script. lol!
doc: what's wrong with you?
me: er, feel giddy, nauseous. i think its because of sch. haven't been sleeping well.
doc: what's your age?
me: er, 18.
doc: hmm... is there any possibility you could be pregnant?
me: huh, no. =,="
then he kept on asking about when was the last time my menses came.
made matters worse cause i couldn't even rmb lor.
lol!
well, this is what you gotta face when you're 18,
giddy & nauseous,
& alone at the clinic without your mum?
haha.
almost choked to death by the big big pills. ):
after my previous post, i feel like working in a zoo.
haha. sher just sent me an sms.
about the stuffs we couldn't eat due to the china thing.
wtf. all my favourtie chocolates! ):
sher asked me if i got eat any chocolates from china,
thus causing my illness. i think don't have?
sok told me to drink more plain water!
no sweet drinks etc. haha.
i was so pissed off in school ytd.
china ppl are so kiasu!
cause we're signing the attendance, then i was standing in front of them,
& they could pratically squeeze their way right through me.
cut queue!
damn it.
then they keep flipping and signing for their 'comrades'.
wait 1 day i sabo them, then they know.
LOL!
they sign their attendance also take so long!
操他妈的!!! (des taught me this, lol!)
i'm gg to bed early today.
i feel so sick. =,(
i think i'm allergic to the medication.
i feel that my body & face is starting to itch.
oh, i'm dying soon.
another disappointment caused.
i know i've changed alot.
you told me i wasn't the girl you knew anymore.
i remembered what i've told you.
i didn't stand by my own principles.
everything was my fault to begin with.
i was too weak to face reality.
if someone should take the blame, it should be me.
i'm sorry, darlings.
for all those blames caused.
for all those troubles caused.
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