Tuesday, August 12, 2008 // 6:35 PM
when there's so many hidden secrets,
what's the point of everything?
Nowadays, all of us have our own problems to think about.
that's why sometimes, i'd rather keep my own troubles to myself,
rather than to give more troubles to my girls.
Ytd night was at Punggol End.
Sat on the beach & stared at the waves, which seemed especially strong last night.
He told me alot of things, I know its true.
But i can't get any of them into my head to stop thinking.
He told me, i'm no longer the same.
He told me, i no longer smile like the past.
Someone told me, once you get over this,
you'll be a stronger person.
Last night, told Sok I really changed alot.
She agreed, and she finds the change in me was scary.
In the past, i was the most crappy one.
always the one to be scolded for lame jokes.
always the one with the most questions.
I asked her if she wanted me to be back to the old me,
and she nodded her head immediately.
hahs.
i'll put in effort to remember the old me.
its difficult, but i'll try.
all i need is time.
i'll be back...
soon.



回忆里想起模糊的小时候
云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时候的你说
要和我手牵手 一起走到时间的尽头
从此以后我都不敢抬头看
彷佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起 我忘记了呼吸
眼泪啊永远不再 不再哭泣
我们的爱 过了就不再回来
直到现在我还默默的等待
我们的爱我明白 以变成你的负担
只是永远 我都放不开
最后的温暖 你给的温暖
不要再问你是否爱我
现在我想要自由的天空
远离开这被捆绑的世界
不再寂寞
Reminiscing about my blurry childhood
Clouds floating through beautiful blue sky
At that time you said,
You wanna take my hand and walk with me till the end of time.
Since then, I'm afraid to look up
It's like my sky has lost their colors
After that day, I've forgotten to breathe
My tears will no longer fall
Our love has gone and won't come back
Until now, I'm still waiting silently
Our love, I realized, has become a burden for you
It's forever that I can't let go
Of the last warmth, the warmth you gave
Won't ask if you still love me
Right now I wish for my own freedom
Far away from this constrained world
No longer alone
Labels: lyrics, music, thoughts, troubles
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