Wednesday, June 11, 2008 // 12:08 AM

negative feelings.
i think things have changed so much since jiawen went in.
i wish, i could wake up and then time turns back to the past.
maybe half a year ago? then at least i'll be happier, knowing nothing.
then i don't know what to do for my assignment.
got no printer.
i thought i finished my assignment but i haven't. ))):
and i'm so worried for school but can't seem to do anything.
then i wish mrt wouldn't be so packed.
wish i have another way to get to school.
i'm feeling stressed up now.
i need something to distract me for a moment. ):
enough of my complaints.
met up with girls ard evening. linny came to meet us too.
had dinner. and slacked ard, again.
oh man, if jiawen was there, bet we would have a lil bit more laughter.
played pool with linny & sok.
then when girls get bored & have nothing to do, we start looking at other handsome guys.
ha.
i'm feeling moody for no apparent reason.
or is there a reason?
whatever, i hope we'll get to work this weekend.
definitely 1 of a distraction for me then.
Lastly,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY GOH!
_______________________________________________________________________
I toss and turn in bed, can't get you out of my head
Even though you're so far away
I need you here with me
Oh boy, why can't you see, that I can't live without your love
When I close my eyes, I think of you
Well, I wish I had you here with me but there's nothing I can do
Counting every day that goes by, and the tears that I cry
You don't wanna love me no more
Wish that you could hold me tonight, I'm hurting inside
Cause you don't wanna love me, love me no more
I tried to call your phone but you ain't been at home,
I need to find out where you are
So I can make you see, that you belong with me
For me there is no other love
All I know is that I can't live without you,
but I wanna know what made you feel this way
I'll be right here for you, and everything that you do
But how can I get close to you, when you don't feel the way I do.
remember i used to love listening to this song when i was in sec2/3.
its no longer like the past, i can't look at you straight in the eye anymore.
no longer have an excuse to be around your side.
no longer have an excuse to get close to you.
i don't know why things would turn out this way when i thought of the past.
but i really do miss you badly.
i'm alrdy trying to be strong, trying nt to cling onto you.
i wish i could put down this r/s just like how you did.
you seemed to do so without thinking.
you made me feel that everything you said in the past were just lies.
Labels: HAPPY BIRTHDAY
0 Comments:
