Thursday, August 23, 2007 // 2:53 PM
somebody is right about something. : why should we think about how to lead the life in the past. we should be looking forward.
right, but something i can't do.
the hurt, the pain is already inflicted there. the scar remains forever in my heart. it can never be healed, never disappear.
& i realized i'm feeling worse than the past.
the pain of betrayal is really hard for me to bear.
hearing those stuffs last night didn't make me feel any better.
i thought i could just forget about everything and lead on with my life.
i'm asking for the impossible, isn't it.
i can never be the same girl as before.
a friend brought me out of my shadow, and she's the one who pushed me back to it again.
i thought our friendship, buddyship was strong but it wasn't. i nv thought so until last night.
all those facts were thrown right into my face, just like a slap out of nowhere.
i thought life would be simpler, happier.
but then i was so wrong.
my heart is aching so so much.
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