Wednesday, August 22, 2007 // 3:44 PM
different ppl have different views bahs.
i'm upset, disappointed, miserable that things turned out this way.
i must have looked horrible these past few days, mum asked what was wrong with me this morning.
she said my eyes were swollen and i seemed to be making phone calls everytime i come home.
she asked me if something happened outside.
god, tell me what went wrong.
i'm breaking apart
i'm falling & there's nobody to hold onto me anymore.
everything was a nightmare.
i wanna wake up from it.
there's no more reason for me to be strong anymore.
and all i wanna do is slowly go back to the quiet, peaceful life that i used to lead when i broke apart last year.
the scars remind me the past is real.
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